Beautifully said. I did learn a lot and now the child is becoming the man. I hear about your father. I had my own journey with my father too. Story here if you are interested. https://humanparts.medium.com/how-i-finally-healed-my-relationship-with-my-father-b9cbfe1309ee

I've found most of us are flawed and fabulous. Right now I can't consider Prem Rawat to be fabulous until he publicly acknowledges his crimes. I hope someday he does. But I'm not holding my breath.