You’re not a fool. There’s a big difference between being fooled and being a fool. The con was big and those of us who wanted to believe in goodness and truth were perfect targets. There’s thousands of us now who have realized how fake he was and is. the ex premie website is full of stories and more eye witness accounts. Most of us typically go through stages of emotion as you are going through. If you want to get in touch w me, go to my website noted at the bottom of the article. Send me an email. Happy to respond to you.